Make Up - Summer Staple !

I have tried zillions and millions of different make up brands! Anything that cost 1$ to an over load of a 100$ or more a product! I have had many trial and errors! And I have found a product that will be heaven every time I use it! If you are still on the search for the best make up primer out there! Boy do I have one for you! Not only is it reasonable price ($45.00 Canadian) but the amount you use is so worth it. I am not joking when I say I only use the amount of a pea! It covers my face fully, and leaves it feeling like satin! My skin is normal to dry, and my moms skin is an oily combination, and we both love the product! Not to mention the best part how awesome it is to the earth! Yes, all the products are vegan certified- no joke! If everyone could just know what was all in there other products, you would throw them out in a heart beat! I will not go into such a sad topic, I will leave this on the positive side! This primer should be a staple in everyone's make up bag. I wear it under a liquid foundation, or even under a bronzer, I wear it by its self paired with mascara. It leaves your skin with such a smooth texture look and feeling, you'd be wrong not to try it!

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Friendships.

I guess a simple question now days are a big concern to other people, trying to look out for someone isn’t always as easy thing. Honestly trying to protect your good friend. I don’t know when friend can turn around out of nowhere and slap you in the face. I mean all you know is everything is all good, and you would do anything to stay friends. You friend is to be someone who cares for you and you care for them, spend social time with one other and share secrets. I haven’t felt so friendless in my life. No joke. I can’t remember when my last social gathering happened with a friend. Everyone now days, at my age are so into boyfriends, or fwb it’s a joke. You honestly have sleep over’s turn into coffee gatherings.  And how about going for a walk, is now grabbing drinks. Hitting the hottest party turns into forgetting your night at the hottest bar downtown. All threw high school all I wanted was to grow up, and be old enough to make my own decision and have a real potential boyfriend. Every movie, song, music video, and book I every read made it seems so simple and awesome. Let me tell you this, life is no Note Book, or is it any Titanic, Honey, Walk to Remember, Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants, or Moulin Rouge. I don’t know when it happened but it happened, life lets you know there will be no more sleeping over with friends, high school parties, or walks for fun. So after prom I would say you have no more use for mud mask, chocolate fondue kit, cookie cutters, and romantic comedies with friends. Life changes and you don’t notice it because everything seems so exciting and new, but when you look back you notice what you miss. Like that quote, you don‘t know what you had till isn’t gone. So very true!  Hold onto your friends, they are super hard to replace. I honestly don’t know how spending a day to day with someone can turn into two visits a year, we lived 9 houses apart, sure I understand people move from time to time, and then leaving for college wasn’t the best bet, but no joke were a 40 minute drive from one other. Friends, text day in and out, call all the time, and always post on each other social media. When one friend text another and no one replies, sure leaves you hanging, it’s a total buzz kill on your day. It isn’t always the easiest to text a friend who doesn’t listen to you, but I someone who takes it all to heart. So if you don’t reply or do reply with attendant I would much rather have you not replied at all? When your friends are happy you’re happy. If feed off positive energy, you have plenty of positive outcome. So listen up to anyone who reads this and is a friend to anyone at all, only give positive outcome in text message, because honestly. Text don’t tell tone of voice, and anything in a text message could leave someone upset. Trying to repair an old friendship seems harder than keeping a friendship intact. I’m not kidding you. I feel I haven’t done wrong, and friends should always have their ups and downs, but there should never be a falling out for no reason. Maybe I am more mature then my friend herself, it’s sad to say. But one day, maybe she will understand and apologies. Keep your friends close to you; they will be much more important than any exam final, boyfriend, bar night, new house, or date night. Friends are gold, in retrospect in life. Without them, you bottle up all your stories and feeling about things and carry a huge weight on your shoulders.

A friendship can weather most things and thrive in thin soil; but it needs a little mulch of letters and phone calls and small, silly presents every so often - just to save it from drying out completely.

- Pam Brown 

love or lust

have you ever had that moment where you feel you jump one step forward and your boyfriend take a million steps backwards. all i thought was is it just me, or is everyone else life going along just the same, with their boyfriend? this is my first serious boyfriend and we have officially been together for 10m 18 days, (lol i'm not a creepy girlfriend, just happened to have a calender) and he means so much too me. 

when i said i love you i was so nervous and scared, i held back a few times but i knew i had to tell him sooner then later. now, i knew with me being his first girlfriend he would not know what to say and well he said it might take sometime babe, but you mean a lot too me. he is everything to me, and i do have a life other then him. now when he doesn't invite me out to friends places on evenings out i get upset, i don't wanna go to every event but i wanna know i'm invited. he hold back on the drinking nights clamming girls are not invited out, facebook status and mobile uploads say other wise. how did i deal with it i think i fucked up. i flopped pretty much. i mean i told him i wanted more and he obvys wanted less. he being that guy, wanted to text talk. i wanted to lay in bed cry and sleep. i had my differences and went to class next morning knowing he would pop into my timetable somehow.  he did, i was leaving campus for my 5hour break, and he pulled up and offered me a ride, for real had to smarten up and be his girlfriend, i mean why stop now we were still dating. he was gentleman took me for breakfast and then to his house like we always do to watch our show on pvr ... i had to watch a bit on tv and then clicked it off and started talking, he stopped me half way threw and said "i love you"

when a boy/guy says i love you, your heat droops and mine did. i wanted to cry but didn't. i mean i didn't want him to say i love you wanted the problem fixed. and thats what happened. problems solved and all is a go. now boys don't know how to handle everything but they sometimes know what to say, and how to hold you. so when you find that one, please save yourself and hold on to him for a while. i thought id never be in a relationship but this boy has got me twisted. 

so let me ask, love or lust ? ...

-xoxo